Live

Live your life. Don't worry about your future for God already has it planned. Remember there is no need for Satan to attack on souls that already cling to his ways. So if you feel under attack its because he knows who you belong to ;and as long as you know the truth and know that you have been brought with a price by the ultimate sacrifice that Jesus made you will always be a victor and come out of every devious setup or decoy that small devil tries to bind you to.
God is Awesome and He is Who he says He is...